By jerry, Monday, June 14, 2010 09:17:43 AM
dear sylvia iam disabled and as you know idont get a lot of money and i am pretty much alone i have found my grand daughter iam trying to find a way to get her to me for a visit we have never meet she was born on my brith day 0807 i was told by lee moorehead that i was going to get a lot of money real soon is this true let me know what you see i have watched you all my life i turst you. god beliss

By lupe, Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:00:21 PM
help me please ????????????????????????????? Monday, December 17, 2007 Newspaper article full version In 3 more days it will have been two months since Meli's death, and her departure pains me today just as it did that very moment that i found her cold and lifeless. It is as if each second of my life someone is cutting open my heart in two and adding salt to that wound. It feels as if my soul died with her. Every time that I go into her room, which is countless times a day, I relive that horror of her leaving; I ask God where he was. Why didn't he allow me to save her? Why didn't he let me find her in time? Why didn't he choose me to take her place? I would have been ready to do that for her; I would do the same for any of my other children. As I write this, I am in her bedroom asking for answers to questions as I read over letters that she left me at different times. I tremble from pain and from anger at the futility of it all. It is so ironic, just a few months ago she and I had a long conversation about life, death, injustice, and the hypocrisy with which she was living through at that time;the pain that her boyfriend and another teen caused her. I remember that I told her: "Look, this flower; it is very pretty and so are you. Neither you nor any one else should cry over someone. You can do better than that." Her answer was: "It is not fairl everything that is happening to me. I hate going to school. I hate the schools here in Andrews. If you don't have money, if you're not the son or daughter of a rich person, if you are not of the right color, and if you are not the teacher's pet then you are nothing. You are left out. And they take away what you once had an what you worked so hard to achieve." I told her that in life nothing was fair; but, but that there was always an answer, and that things had a way of working out. I told her that death was no solution. She smiled at me and said: "Mami, there is no answer in standing up for myself against some people, I was sent to Saturday school. In cheer leading I was taken out even though I used to get up at 4:00 am to get ready to go to practice; then they replaced me with someone who used to miss countless times. But since she was seen as more favorable. Since then my world started crashing. I sure hope Crystal doesn't have to go through this" "It also isn't fair, Mami, all the times you have gone to school asking for help and they don't give it to you. The school does things as it sees fit. It is like my coach said when I lost my place at Nationals and was placed as an alternate, 'I hope it's ok because if not, you can get out. There are several that can take your place.'" "You see, Mami. I am tired of being hurt, tired of constantly coming home crying. I am tired of putting on a happy face and pretending that nothing matters after being hurt countless times. I lock myself in my room so that no one sees my pain." Many saw my daughter; she went through thousands of things, but only I saw her tears, her pain and her disenchantment. Many people contributed to her decision. Even I myself contributed to it because in the beginning when I found the first letters some months back in which she said goodbye, I did ask for help. That person that I reached to for help told me: "I guarantee that she is not going to do anything. She just wants attention." I hope that professional who told me that saw the obituary so that she can see if my daughter is now getting her attention. I wonder if all that is sufficient for that person. If she is paying, maybe she will not give such advice again. Hopefully the school is paying closer attention. Meli with her death, ironic as it is, has saved already more than one life. She has also opened a Pandora's box. Andrews is going to realize that indeed there is a problem in our schools with some of the personnel, some of the leaders, and with our youth. Like Meli said: "If we all dropped the act and the injustice; if instead we worked together, we would change not only Andrews but the entire world." I remember her smiling as she told me: "Why can't we all instead be friends, Mami?" I only hope that through her death others can identify their own feelings. If they too are suffering, hopefully they will not ignore it because the pain will remain. Choosing to ignore problems and pain will not make them go away. The problem will grow each day like a monster. So I ask that everyone help our youth. Don't allow a single young person to die in this manner. Don't let another mother die from pain as she continues living. Right now I am not sure hot to go about living; I sometimes don't want to go on. My life has been changed forever. I feel empty. I am in tears and in pain. I do not wish this on my worst enemy. Right now I should be saving for her Christmas present which was going to be the down payment on her new Avalanche. Instead, I'm saving for her tombstone. I should be seeing that her college applications be sent in on time and not putting flowers at her grave. May God hold my princess in His arms. May He give her peace and the justice that no one here wanted to give her. Melissa's mom, Lupe Flores Miss Meli Marie.

By Radha, Saturday, February 14, 2009 03:40:21 PM
Hi Sylvia,around five to six months back,my daughter dreamt that,her father had died.she was scared as she told us her dream.I am an Indian and in our culture it is said if u dread of someones death,his life is increased.But in a month or so her dream turned into reality.I lost my husband. no accident, no illness.He just collapsed .I saw him leave.as him someone just pulledhis soul out of his throt.It still is in front of me as i close my eyes.He was a firm believer of god,and his day never started without his prayers,that to with so much of devotion.As i asked him as to why he left like this?exactly two months onthe day he left I saw a dream.My husband ,my son and myself are sitting in a beautiful ,green field with ups and down,and I asked him why he left like this,and he said.''either my daughter or I had to leave ,soI did, now you take care of her and get her checked up from a doctor.''When i asked him where was she ,he said ''she is down there and safe''.Now what does that mean??????????My children are just ten and eight,and have therewhole life ahead of them.I know he is there,but how do I communicate with him?could you please help.

By Miranda, Thursday, January 29, 2009 09:50:00 PM
Hi Sylvia, i've been having bully problems at school and don't know how to stand up for myself without drawing too much attention to myself. If you have any suggjestions please write back your friend -Miranda

By Nancy, Friday, January 23, 2009 12:30:14 PM
Hi! Sylvia I dreamed in many different dreams, and brought the book called "Dream Dictionary" by Tony Crisp. I read it , I am looking for some words for my dreams ,but there are not all of words in it. I can't find the words, how will I know about full of words in my dream??? Nancy O'Brien

By Mary, Tuesday, October 14, 2008 05:55:54 PM
What does eating a huge piece of wedding cake with butter cream icing mean, especially when the taste is still in my mouth when I wake up. Very vivid dream. I even remember the designs on the cake. The cake was white cake with 3 layers. I do weddings and this cake was as good as mine.

By Jan, Saturday, October 11, 2008 05:19:10 PM
sylvia my husband had a dream we went to the boat and he was playing black jack and i was playing slot we were both winning. could his dream be true we need money really bad. it should would help we had to sale our house and move in with our daughter and her husband. would love to get them a bigger house show how much we think them for taking us in when we needed it.Jang

By Chasity, Monday, September 22, 2008 03:00:09 AM
Sylvia, I am so thankful to have a wonderful dream life. My dreams stay in my mind so strong that sometimes I have trouble when remembering a dream I have to double check and make sure that it didnt really happen. I even remember dreams that I had when I was in pre school. Now not all my dreams are so easily remembered, but most of my dreams are so vivid I can tell you what happened in full detail. I was a child when I started to realize that my dreams were special and would start to come true. My Mom is manic depressive and would drink to ease her pain and would be in and out of treatment my whole life. I always knew when she would start drinking again because since grade school I would have a dream that she was drunk. Within a week she would fall off the wagon. I always said that me and my mom got it backwards this life. I have had many past life dreams too, so I know me and her did get mixed up this life. Even when I was little I would go to the other side and visit with my family. When Im in need my Grandpa always comes in dreams and makes me feel better. The dreams Im having now I cant explain. I know we can go to the other side but can I go to other planets too? Im not sure if I had past lives on other planets because some of the dreams I look diffrent. The people and places on these planets are so wonderful and amazing that I cant put the experience into words. And Im always on some kind of mission or Im there learning about and helping these peoples and places, I cant really put my finger on the details. Is there anyway you could give me more insight to my missions on other planets or even how I could get more info on these amazing places? I love you Sylvia and thanks for all that you do!! Chasi C. of Puyallup Wa

By olivia, Thursday, September 18, 2008 08:58:25 PM
Hello Sylvia, Love and Light to you and everyone that is part of Spirit Now. I haven't had a real vivid dream of my brother for so long now. He past away almost two years ago, I only had two to three dreams of him shortly after he passed. What does he do over there? Doesn't he want to come and see me? I always talk to him like he is physically with me. When will I see more of him in my dreams? Do you think my children still see him? They are 6 and 7. I love you heaps Syvia! Olivia

By Carol, Thursday, September 11, 2008 08:18:12 AM
i have had the strangest dream lately, I am in a big house and there are alot of children, they trash the house and break everything, I am cleaning up after them and they break something else? I also have had th dream that someone is stabbing me with very sharp objects and broken glass, what could that possibly mea? These dreams are very scary and I wake up and scream myself awake. I often do not want tot go back to sleep in fear I will dream it all over again! My name is Carol, I live in rochster, NY. I trust your answer. I will miss you on Montel, why not get you own show?????